Reviews of This Imaginary Woman

The Belfast Telegraph
Tuesday September 9, 2003

Amazing piece of music theatre

This Imaginary Woman, Old Museum Arts Centre

Death is no longer a taboo subject in theatre but this highly personal and revealing piece of music theatre takes it a step further with a strong message about the necessity of memories. Written, composed and performed by Patrick Fitzgerald and Fern Smith, this unique sample of experimental theatre combines Fitzgerald's musicality with Smith's amazing theatricality to great effect.

Straight from its success at the Edinburgh Festival, the journey from grief to acceptance following the death of a mother throws up a gamut of emotions including sorrow, regret, anger and relief.

Against an atmospheric lighting plot, Fitzgerald's music fluctuates between angry and sombre moods to reflect changing emotions, while Smith's cutting, wide-ranging and ditinctive vocals demand the attention of the audience.

When amother dies of multiple sclerosis, her daughter grieves both for her death and for the life that her mother has suffered. Initially relieved by the death, the daughter becomes a tortured soul who develops a macabre obsession with death itself. Recreating in song the inner turmoil of the mother's frustrating agony in life, the piece is almost disturbing, so good is Smith's presentation.

For this is an exceptional performer, who uses every muscle of her being to portray the intensity of her emotions. The voicing of memories eases the pain of bereavement and, in one way, keeps the deceased alive in the memory of those who loved her.

Indeed, you really should try to experience this amazing show. It will last in the memory long after the final performance.


Damien Murray


The Scotsman
Saturday 16 August 2003

Fern Smith dons her black sequins for an extraordinary performance.
This Imaginary Woman
Passion's triumph


Somewhere between music theatre, cabaret, song cycle, and full blown requiem lives this remarkable piece, powerfully performed by Fern Smith and accompanist Patrick Fitzgerald.

It is the story of a daughter coming to terms with the nasty death of her mother, a 15-year sufferer at the devilish hands of that unstoppable stripper of dignity, Multiple Sclerosis. Her thoughts and remembrances become poetic snippets, alternately painfully bathetic and roaringly furious. This is one child who is not letting their parent go gentle into that good night.

It's a most maudlin affair, to be sure, a cabaret of pain. But so is Winterreise. So much so that Smith gets the only laugh of the evening as she brings in the number I Have Become a Death Bore. Obsessed with death certainly, but not boring for one fleeting second. As you might imagine, the show feels partly therapeutic, and only gets away with that by being captivatingly dramatic.

And, whilst I've got the red pen out, the pair don't always win their game battle with the Underbelly's recalcitrant acoustics. Lyrically, too, there's some banality, and the affirming ending does feel contrived.

But that is easily made up for by Fitzgerald's score: diverse, powerfully expressive and appealingly direct: imagine Leonard Cohen, Jacques Brel, Stephen Sondheim and even Aaron Schonberg competing for stave space. A bit of an indie hero, fans of Fitzgerald's Kitchens of Distinction success d'estime outfit should storm the box office. He dances on the half-circle of pedals, making an electronic orchestra of a simple steel string.

And even that seems secondary to the sheer visceral blast of Smith's performance. With a powerful, growly alto, a to-die-for black-sequinned Betty Boop costume, and the physicality of a decathlete, she is astounding, like a figure-skating Ute Lemper.


James Mullighan


The Western Mail

Monday 17 March 2003
A remarkable piece of theatre that draws inspiration from tragedy

We all find ways of working through the effects of bereavement and artists have often found inspiration in the death of loved ones. But it's rare to have to confront the immediacy of a performer sharing her personal crisis with us as she explores her responses to her mother's death from multiple sclerosis.

After all, should we not be suspicious of someone who earns a living from pretending and now tries to convince us that this is a real person, not a character, searching her soul in front of an audience? Not Fern Smith of Volcano Theatre, better known for their coruscating dissection of contemporary mores with an exciting mixture of intelligence and physicality. She has always been a charismatic and passionate stage presence and here she has no problem in convincing us of her integrity as well as her performance skills.

Indeed, this remarkable piece of theatre, premiered at Chapter Arts Centre in Cardiff, is clearly driven by artistic ambition as much as the need to come to terms with bereavement. With musician Patrick Fitzgerald, Fern Smith both meticulously exploits her professional skills and explores new performance techniques, as if the personal trauma has stimulated new methods of artistic enquiry as much as caused emotional confusion. She uses her voice, for example, to produce the strangest sounds, sounds that express something more than simple loss or lament or pain or despair.

The piece is performed as a series of monologues and songs and the effect is that of a kind of postmodernist French chanson singer emerging from an emotional maelstrom. It is spiked with pastiche, confession with vision, memory with guilt. Gluck, T.S. Eliot and Shakespearean tragedy are drawn on.

It's more than an elegy, more than in memoriam, more than an atonement for not being present at her mother's death, but a process of coming to terms with an emptiness and of resolution. I found myself curiously uninvolved, a witness to rather than a participant in a cathartic and essentially personal ritual.

A mesmeric, uncomfortable, unique, awesome performance.

David Adams



Theatre in Wales
Chapter Arts Centr
e March 14, 2003

For an unrelenting 70 minutes, the sensational Fern Smith stalks the stage as the howling grief-laden daughter of the imaginary mother: as Death, as redeemer, as mother herself of the dead mother. It is a requiem - a mass for the repose of the souls of the dead - a communion with the dead and yet Fern Smith is extraordinarily alive. This is the key to the piece: the tension between death and the vitality of grief and the paradoxes legion in this relationship summed up at the end of the piece in the paraphrase of TS Eliot's magnificently eloquent line from the Journey of the Magi: "were we led all that way for Birth or Death…"

If eloquence can contain anger alongside beauty and despair alongside hope then in the lapidary Smith there is eloquence abounding as she makes statuesque stone of her sensual flesh. And there is eloquence in the music: Velvet Underground out of Kurt Weill delivered by Patrick Fitzgerald with a marvellous strident sensitivity (paradoxes! paradoxes!) and Fern Smith is Patti Smith out of Lotte Lenya: sexy and sadistic.

The actress hovers in a contrived fog suspended between death and living; between the past and the present; between wistfulness and bitterness; between resignation and defiance. It is the fog of the aesthetic in which all are re-born. In the stolen physicality of the mother (who had suffered from MS) is the volcanic physicality of the performer and in her outpouring in a remarkable, devastating closing passage in which she is Ophelia and Lear: all the unjustly dead and those maddened by the various grievings of familial love, every apparently small life is honoured.


Dic Edwards
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